why does there hhave to be a topic??

haha i may jus put that as the topic from now on :p nah better not then you guys may think the posts are all the same. omg let my husband tell me one more time i cant do something and im gonna snap. idiot just leave me the h*** alone. im already in a really bad mood bc i cant smoke. he's trying to get is a** kicked isnt he?? i can only ask him to leave me alone so many times bf i freakin rip his head off. thank god for ipods. turn it back on and start typing again and he finally leaves. its not that i dont love him. i love my husband a lot. im jus in a really bad mood because of lack of nicotine in my system. note to all of u who are reading this. i hope this is enuf to teach u never to smoke i jus need some time to pull myself back together. i mean really thats not to much to ask right. i spent most of the day with his family. i believe i deserve some time alone. im also mad because we always visit his family. he never wants to go visit mine. granted sometimes i dont want to visit my family either. long story point is yea his family lives closer and are easier to visit. but my god i have a family to. i jus dont understand why he trys to make things worse. im mad enuf without his crap. sigh love isnt always easy. i jus need to get over this smoking craving. not as easy as saying it the whole moving process has proven to be painful so far. is anything ever easy?? and to make it worse this house is freezing cold. i mean seriously people are u trying to make me sick. i could swear i ran a fever last night. sigh im gonna have to get a job soon. omg im beginning to hate people. i guess i was nice to people fpr way to long. taking all that s*** was bound to catch up to me sooner or later haha im jus getting started. thanx for letting me jus pretty much scream. i am so doing that on the inside right now. let me jus kill something omg jus one something

Hmmm wow, how about go on a shopping spree tomorrow? It's black friday with all those sales going on too. Possibly buy a DS or something and kill kill kill for the mean time? lol

no no~~ i didn't mean you should get up in the wheee hours of the morning, you'll face those stampeding frenzied ppl that just had a huge dinner meal the night before (aka: tons of stored fat and energy ^_~)

I'm glad you can let off some steam too here cuz at any rate, y not just rant sometimes?

Hang in there khuli!!!

Bamboo shoots~~ -points to other post- Oh, or replace it with yummay yummay dango. @.@ Hmm, or pick up a martial art like Taichi. :o That helps clean your system of impurities. ^-^

hmmmm that is true O: do it in the back yard is an awesome place x3

u dont understand guys. i cant go anywhere hubby has the car he not staying here to. if he wsa it would be a lot easier. point is i cant go anywhere

AWWWWW KHULI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D:


wat a situation! DX!!!!

i know im gonna die i so want a smoke got like 4 days left i think